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where something was


(the titles for the entires are the current songs playing)


i'm doing this meme called 365 days; one picture of me every day for a year. don't sleep.
Sat Oct 3

put the past away

afflictionate:

charmers:

fragilebacks:mariahbee:

iPod Roulette > go to your songs > shuffle and go through the first SIX songs by different artists > explain what you love about the artist or why it is on your iPod and your favorite song by them.

1. “Love With a Motive” - The Audition.

I went and saw All Time Low a couple weeks ago and The Audition were there as a support band. I think I fell in love with the singer, Danny Stevens, the second he stepped on stage and started singing, because holy crap, that boy has stage presense. Not only are they an absolutely fantastic liveband, but they’re even better in studio. I had their record Champion before I saw them and listened a little On-Off to them occasionally, but after that show, they’ve pretty much bumped up to be one of my favorite bands. Favorite song is either “Hell to Sell” or “Los Angeles.” This song is pretty good, too.

2. “Rudebox” - Robbie Williams.
Wow, haha. I actually really like this song. Robbie Williams is pretty cool but I don’t actively listen to him as this is the only song I’ve got on my itunes. It’s a fun song though.

3. “Iris” - Goo Goo Dolls.

This song, shit. I actually love the Goo Goo Dolls, not only this song. I’ve got two records, and I think that this has to be one of my favorites by them. It’s so incredibly sad but still beautiful and I tend to like songs like that. Black Balloon by them is pretty too, or Acoustic #3. Big fan of them in general but I was so bummed out when they came to Sweden and had a show where you had to be 18 to be able to go to it… Bleh.

4. “La La Lie” - Jacks Mannequin.

I can’t tell you how much I love Jack’s Mannequin. The first record, Everything in Transit, is in my top-three favorite albums of all time. I love the rock mixed with piano and the lyrics that kind of alternate from happy to sad. I am really looking forward to Dear Jack, the dvd with Andrew McMahons story about his cancer. I have to admit that I’m not such a big fan of the second album though, The Glass Passenger. Oh well. Favorite songs are Dark Blue, Rescued or Bruised.

5. “Come Together” - The Beatles.

The Beatles! oh shit, favorite band ever. Well maybe not, but Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band is always going to be my favorite record of all time, because it’s pure genious. LSD songs and all. It’s incredible that they’re still so popular with everyone. They deserve it, because, um. They’re awesome. I don’t even know what to say. They’re The Beatles, you know? Everythings already been said. Favorite songs are Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds, or Yellow Submarine or When I’m Sixty-Four.

6. “Jumper” - Third Eye Blind.

Wow, this song. The first time I heard it, I was like five or something. We had this cd that was called Totally 90s Hits or something like that, and this song was on that record and I really really loved the simple melody and easy beat. Not until I got around to listening to it again maybe two or three years ago did I realize that it was a song about suicide, and from that, it helped me a lot when I was kind of messed up. Needless to say, this song has made a huge impact on my life. It’s kind of always been there.

Thu Oct 1
number 268. september 30th, 2009. blurry because i feel blurry today.

number 268. september 30th, 2009.

blurry because i feel blurry today.

number 267. september 29th, 2009. my dad’s birthday was today :) it was nice, i suppose. the food was good as well as the dessert, haha. i got a ride to school because i wanted to stay in the morning when my dad opened his presents! i got him two books. the first one was called “80 novels for a busy person” and the second one was “96 novels for a still busy person” (translated from swedish).

number 267. september 29th, 2009.

my dad’s birthday was today :) it was nice, i suppose. the food was good as well as the dessert, haha. i got a ride to school because i wanted to stay in the morning when my dad opened his presents! i got him two books. the first one was called “80 novels for a busy person” and the second one was “96 novels for a still busy person” (translated from swedish).

Mon Sep 28
number 266. september 28th, 2009. tomorrow is my dad’s b-day :) he’s turning 29, again. i swear, when i’m turning 29, my parents are going to start getting older again whether they want to or not.

number 266. september 28th, 2009.

tomorrow is my dad’s b-day :) he’s turning 29, again. i swear, when i’m turning 29, my parents are going to start getting older again whether they want to or not.

Sun Sep 27
number 265. september 27th, 2009. don’t get me wrong, i like wearing clothes. but if i’m spending the entire day inside i’d rather just walk around in my underwear, all wrapped up in my blanket.

number 265. september 27th, 2009.

don’t get me wrong, i like wearing clothes. but if i’m spending the entire day inside i’d rather just walk around in my underwear, all wrapped up in my blanket.

Sat Sep 26

so apparently, kenneth and stephanie are engaged. or so facebook tells me. his status update reads something like “you are the best girlfriend I could ever ask for and NO ONE is going to change my opinion on that.”

i don’t even know what to say. first of all, yes, i realize this is on facebook and i’ve been married and/or engaged on facebook before to various people when i’m not actually. but that’s different from “joking” when you’re actually dating the girl.

also, can i just say, it’s the most stupid thing i’ve ever heard. best girlfriend ever? that’s definitely not what he said when he was complaining to me for a week straight about how immature she is,  how he won’t be able to take it if she keeps going like this, her being pretty shitty to him, etc. it’s ridiculous. and stupid and just fucking idiotic.

what i hate even more is that i’m so upset about it. ha ha, life. ha ha.  i feel like crying. i hate that i’m upset and i hate that he breaks my heart over and fucking over and that i can’t do a god damn thing about it. fuck this shit. i hate that he’s the person i usually go to when i need a hug but i can’t even look at him right now. fuck my life

number 264. september 26th, 2009. my little sis drew this for me today :) so sweet, even if it doesn’t look anything like me. i retaliated by drawing her as lara croft (because louise is incredibly badass and lara croft is incredibly badass) and my other sister, sofie, as sailor moon (because she’s a bit girlier, haha)

number 264. september 26th, 2009.

my little sis drew this for me today :) so sweet, even if it doesn’t look anything like me. i retaliated by drawing her as lara croft (because louise is incredibly badass and lara croft is incredibly badass) and my other sister, sofie, as sailor moon (because she’s a bit girlier, haha)

number 263. september 25th, 2009.

number 263. september 25th, 2009.

Fri Sep 25

so i found out that the guy i kind of like doesn’t believe the theory of evolution. which is really weird for me, since i don’t even believe in god, in any way, shape or form. i’m partially a little afraid that he won’t like me because of my beliefs, since i can get over the fact that he’s really, really religious. and even if we’d start dating, it’s not like it would last long enough for marriage. i dunno.